Most of my posts will more than likely surround the feelings I am dealing with from my recent break-up. The very short version of that story is: I was engaged to the love of my life for over a year. Total time we dated, around 4 years. On Christmas Eve we were talking when he told me he didn't love me anymore and then he left. Since then I have not been coping well. I have been in the midst of a major depressive episode that I cannot get myself out of. I am seeing a therapist and doing everything I can to over come this blackness and despair, but it is taking a long time. I was inspired to write this blog because it is hard to constantly call my same friends over and over just to express the same feelings of depression. I know they love me and will help me but I feel bad only having the one issue I want to discuss. It is exhausting to help a friend who is depressed and I don't want to burn them out. So this blog will be where I can voice my sadness, anger, and issues without fear of burning my friends out - because they can chose to read the posts or ignore them and either way I am able to express my emotions. Win- Win.
Now, not every post will be an expression of my depression but I am sure at first most will. Hang in with me through the pain (and bad editing skills) and I am sure I will have better posts up in no time. I am also attempting to use this blog as a place to post short stories, in hope of writing them again. Thanks for visiting, and I'll see you tomorrow.
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